Thoughts At the Window

My walls of porcelain dolls
And afternoon sunshine
Have seen too much of me
Inside they’re crumbling with time
And too many coats of paint
from too many days past
and something tells me inside
like my sanity they won’t last

I’m looking for the date
Of an important ball
Where they told me you’re grown now
Now you have to take it all
And they forgot to give a guide
To the challenges I’d face
Or the chance to shirk my duty
And sit back and take up space

Du du dee duuuu dee du dee duuuuuuum
Du du dee duuuu dee du dee duuuuuuum

I’m not in this alone
But I’ve got so far to go
And I’m already healing scars
What if I’m not on the right road
Du du dee duuuu dee du dee duuuuuuum
Du du dee duuuu dee du dee duuuuuuum

And here I am again
Penning words in rhyme
What is it about rain
That makes me waste my time
And why is it that I
Can never stay in line
Never doing things the right way
Never being the right kind

Du du dee duuuu dee du dee duuuuuuum
Du du dee duuuu dee du dee duuuuuuum
Doo doo dee dooo
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Du du dee duuuu dee du dee duuuuuuum
Doo doo dee doo