4:38 PM
the time the music fell
4:38 PM
what only time could tell
4:38 PM
hearing raindrops in your voice
4:38 PM
scrapbooks torched by anothers choice
4:52 PM
lockers and photographs flow
4:52 PM
see the laughter you'll never know
5:16 PM
painting teacups ment to crush
5:16 PM
the ice age of pains rush
5:23 PM
tiny stitches only now are seen
5:23 PM
only unraveling brings notices gleam
5:28 PM
floating in brevity
5:28 PM
all the world is quiet just for me
5:38 PM
cold bricks on my back
5:38 PM
forward? anything but that
The Breaks In Eternity by LostInTheLights, literature
Literature
The Breaks In Eternity
sheets calling with numbing lights
pupils dilated by the slick concrete
drifting off
years slipped away
now slowly waking to the whispering of the sun
like fingertips along my side
the furnatures been painted black and white
the carpet has moved on
and I am
alone
standing
in blue
A record is playing but no one can find
The source of the music, the source of time
So were helpless to listen to song after song
Not knowing the words, not knowing how long
I want to rewind to when the air was your staff
Listen on repeat to the sound of your laugh
Id fast forward to sunsets and warm summer nights
Id skip over the songs that I didnt like
But instead were dancing to beats unknown
Trying to dance in the shoes that weve grown
And all we can do is smile and choose
The people we dance with and the steps that we use
Now I offer my hand to the opening notes
I dont see anyone el
Blindfolded in a freshly painted room
Looking for the key to a lock she cant see
Four walls of bright color only seen by the moon
Searching gets her nothing but stains you cant see
Shes growing weary from taking chances
Hopeful leaps of hope only to fall
Every time shes happy she dances
But comes to find shes imagined it all
Wondering why theyve all left her to dance alone
And why even she doesnt know what she seeks
All she wants is the one to call her home
She wants to taste wonder of which everyone speaks
Shes still stumbling looking to get into her own heart
In all the songs and storie
Summer Always Melts by LostInTheLights, literature
Literature
Summer Always Melts
Someday in some scorching summer
Under a shining Saturday sun
With simple seagulls saying
Everyone should sample love and fun
They laughed their little lives away
Like long lighted lives tend to
Listening to those legendary songs
Like only the young do
Then snow fell first one Friday
For frigid nights befell
And feathers became frozen
summer love melted when no one could tell
music
virtually considered a cure
soundtrack for woes
though tones breathe life
listen to history
strong changes
current climate of growth
music
radical changes in thinking under the surface
miserable innovation of the habit
and nontranditional things
music
end to pain
I Know Something You Don't by LostInTheLights, literature
Literature
I Know Something You Don't
Silent power choking throats
Root of deception and deceit of friends
For the protection of precious anecdotes
Putting on masks and playing pretend
Weight on every shoulder
Fear of prejudice or judgments axe
Adding, growing, weighting like a boulder
Translucent but ponderous emotional tax
Little hands cupped to an ear
Pinkie swear you wont tell
Read this when no ones hear
Swear these words you wont sell
All shapes and sizes for every heart
But to every one the secrets part
I am running in circles on this worn brick track
I cant ever go forward and I cant go back
Every door I open up shows me the same room
My thoughts are not my own but obsessions tomb
No outlet
No ending
No outlet
No escape
No outlet
No ending
Is more than
I can take
I am running a hole in my mind
With everything thoughts entwined
But I cant hope to fall through the floor
cuz I cant even think anymore
No outlet
No ending
Is more than
I can take
No outlet
No ending
Is my only
self hate
4:38 PM
the time the music fell
4:38 PM
what only time could tell
4:38 PM
hearing raindrops in your voice
4:38 PM
scrapbooks torched by anothers choice
4:52 PM
lockers and photographs flow
4:52 PM
see the laughter you'll never know
5:16 PM
painting teacups ment to crush
5:16 PM
the ice age of pains rush
5:23 PM
tiny stitches only now are seen
5:23 PM
only unraveling brings notices gleam
5:28 PM
floating in brevity
5:28 PM
all the world is quiet just for me
5:38 PM
cold bricks on my back
5:38 PM
forward? anything but that
The Breaks In Eternity by LostInTheLights, literature
Literature
The Breaks In Eternity
sheets calling with numbing lights
pupils dilated by the slick concrete
drifting off
years slipped away
now slowly waking to the whispering of the sun
like fingertips along my side
the furnatures been painted black and white
the carpet has moved on
and I am
alone
standing
in blue
A record is playing but no one can find
The source of the music, the source of time
So were helpless to listen to song after song
Not knowing the words, not knowing how long
I want to rewind to when the air was your staff
Listen on repeat to the sound of your laugh
Id fast forward to sunsets and warm summer nights
Id skip over the songs that I didnt like
But instead were dancing to beats unknown
Trying to dance in the shoes that weve grown
And all we can do is smile and choose
The people we dance with and the steps that we use
Now I offer my hand to the opening notes
I dont see anyone el
Blindfolded in a freshly painted room
Looking for the key to a lock she cant see
Four walls of bright color only seen by the moon
Searching gets her nothing but stains you cant see
Shes growing weary from taking chances
Hopeful leaps of hope only to fall
Every time shes happy she dances
But comes to find shes imagined it all
Wondering why theyve all left her to dance alone
And why even she doesnt know what she seeks
All she wants is the one to call her home
She wants to taste wonder of which everyone speaks
Shes still stumbling looking to get into her own heart
In all the songs and storie
Summer Always Melts by LostInTheLights, literature
Literature
Summer Always Melts
Someday in some scorching summer
Under a shining Saturday sun
With simple seagulls saying
Everyone should sample love and fun
They laughed their little lives away
Like long lighted lives tend to
Listening to those legendary songs
Like only the young do
Then snow fell first one Friday
For frigid nights befell
And feathers became frozen
summer love melted when no one could tell
music
virtually considered a cure
soundtrack for woes
though tones breathe life
listen to history
strong changes
current climate of growth
music
radical changes in thinking under the surface
miserable innovation of the habit
and nontranditional things
music
end to pain
I Know Something You Don't by LostInTheLights, literature
Literature
I Know Something You Don't
Silent power choking throats
Root of deception and deceit of friends
For the protection of precious anecdotes
Putting on masks and playing pretend
Weight on every shoulder
Fear of prejudice or judgments axe
Adding, growing, weighting like a boulder
Translucent but ponderous emotional tax
Little hands cupped to an ear
Pinkie swear you wont tell
Read this when no ones hear
Swear these words you wont sell
All shapes and sizes for every heart
But to every one the secrets part
I am running in circles on this worn brick track
I cant ever go forward and I cant go back
Every door I open up shows me the same room
My thoughts are not my own but obsessions tomb
No outlet
No ending
No outlet
No escape
No outlet
No ending
Is more than
I can take
I am running a hole in my mind
With everything thoughts entwined
But I cant hope to fall through the floor
cuz I cant even think anymore
No outlet
No ending
Is more than
I can take
No outlet
No ending
Is my only
self hate
Looking at the backs of old photographs
Words written with ink decades old
Long before the time I walked the earth
Blond curls, bright smile
White teeth, pink lips
Virgin blue eyes and hands without wrinkles
Its very odd to think, mother
You could have been my best friend
Looking at the backs of old photographs
Yellowed with age, but the words are missing
Long before the time I walked the earth
Red locks, expressionless mouth
White teeth, pointed lips
Blue-green eyes stained with blood she cant see
Its very sad to think, grandma
Of who you could have been
Looking at the backs of old photographs
Your mother&
Ive spoken in tongues of instability
Ive walked the earth with mismatching shoes
The words Ive heard dont mean a thing to me
These legs walk on with an eternity to lose
Ive heard the taunts and howls in my head
The ones I know as a slumbering fate
I sleep wrapped in his arms yet toss in my bed
Warm embraces are scarce here but never too late
A half-life half-lived is a tear shed and more
Fears of a sob embedded in my breath
A world that it seems only ignorant endure
Yet the bliss is to me just a veil shielding death
A beat and a rhythm that pounds out my ears
The only companion to heartache left real
I have TONS of stuff to put up that I can't right now either A) because I can't upload anything from my camera right now or B) because I haven't typed it yet or C) because it was on my computer which just died. so yeah. after the AP test the world will happen again and I will also update dA but yeah until then I'm just typing this to waste time
so I kindof abandoned dA for a while but now I'm back! its going to take me a while to get through all of my new deviations so if I normally comment on your stuff and haven't yet, don't feel offended or like I hated it I'm just slowly sloshing through about 700 deviations in my inbox *sigh*
so I'm sick right now and it sucks. I've done nothing for the past 2 days except watch tv for hours and hours and hours. This is like the worst possible time for me to be sick too because I really was looking forward to this weekend to be around friends and not just be alone with my own thoughts. Its when I'm alone in my head that I get all philosophical and emo and obsess. Of course, this is exactly what I've been doing.
I want to stop caring but I do. I want to tell myself its not the way that it looks but I can't. I want to speak but I won't. I'm such a coward.
ok now that thats over... I love Tina Fey. I thought everyone should know tha