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I hate history

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I have TONS of stuff to put up that I can't right now either A) because I can't upload anything from my camera right now or B) because I haven't typed it yet or C) because it was on my computer which just died. so yeah. after the AP test the world will happen again and I will also update dA but yeah until then I'm just typing this to waste time
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hello?

1 min read
so I kindof abandoned dA for a while but now I'm back! its going to take me a while to get through all of my new deviations so if I normally comment on your stuff and haven't yet, don't feel offended or like I hated it I'm just slowly sloshing through about 700 deviations in my inbox *sigh*
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Ugh

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so I'm sick right now and it sucks. I've done nothing for the past 2 days except watch tv for hours and hours and hours. This is like the worst possible time for me to be sick too because I really was looking forward to this weekend to be around friends and not just be alone with my own thoughts. Its when I'm alone in my head that I get all philosophical and emo and obsess. Of course, this is exactly what I've been doing.

I want to stop caring but I do. I want to tell myself its not the way that it looks but I can't. I want to speak but I won't. I'm such a coward.

ok now that thats over... I love Tina Fey. I thought everyone should know that. I watched like 5 episodes of 30 Rock and I'm in love :D
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The Notebook

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I've been in the habit of keeping a notebook next to my bed for years now, sense I was pretty young. I've found many of my best ideas come just before I fall asleep so I decided to keep a notebook there to catch them.
Today I was cleaning out my closet and uncovered one of my old notebooks from 4 or 5 years ago. Upon opening it I found that it contained some of my earliest experiments with poetry. Not surprisingly they all mostly revolved around my desperate wish to fall in love, and later that a more specific boy would fall in love with me. Even though I had no memory at all of writing them (and I was slightly applauded at how messy my handwriting used to be) I knew exactly how I felt when I wrote them. They were as hokey as anything to the point where I was laughing out loud, but I had actually captured my feelings, and isn't that the point? Even the one that had me dying of laughter because I wrote it after seeing the boy I had a crush on dancing with another girl, and ran to the bathroom in tears, did have a heart to it under the frivolity.
I think that this is the real reason I write. I don't want to loose any of this. So I suppose thats why I don't care in the end if anyone likes it, I want to save it for myself.

I don't really know why I felt the need to tell the .5 people who will actually read this about this story but I did. SO THERE
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Emo

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ok so I just was browsing around and I found this one girl whose entire gallery is pictures of her arm with different words cut into them. I know some people edit things that way for artistic effect, but someone asked this girl in comments and she confirmed that they are were indeed real. Basically the comments after that were all either asking that she get help, or others that were almost encouraging?
Yes I'm probably not one to have an opinion here but what makes these people think this is a good thing? I can understand if its a problem that you got into for the normal reasons that people self harm, and in that case I'm praying for you, but what the heck is with these people that want the whole world to know that they do it? I know some people have blamed it on bands like MCR but thats completely stupid. If anything they're helping people, not making them get worse.
I mean I don't care if you want to be emo or whatever CUTTING IS NOT COOL! I mean the strongest and coolest people I know are the ones who had problems like that and are getting passed them!
If you think that you have to create problems for yourself so people will think you're emo 1. emo is MUSIC not a 'subculture' like people have decided it should be. Scene and emo, while they sometimes go together, are two totally different things. 2. if your friends call you a poser because you're not depressed, get rid of them and find some real friends and 3. the worst part of what you're doing is you're making it harder for the people with actual problems to get help because you're making everyone take one look at them and go 'oh shes just emo, shes actually fine'

sorry obviously this is something I feel strongly about because in the last year I've learned that not every emo kid is faking, and now I'm just pissed at the ones who are just trying to join the club. to my friends who I speak of :hug: thank you for teaching me this and so many other things. you guys are amazing.

please and if you are cutting, tell someone who can help you. Battling on through crap and getting past it is what makes you cool in my book.


btw the mood thingy isn't working so???
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